It's been so long since I've been here. But that is because I don't truly get posting a personal journal for the public, I NEVER feel the same way I did even months ago, and always wind up just deleting or trashing old journals because they're no longer relevant. (Also they tended to be full of whiny, attention-seeking rants.) They don't even reflect who I am now so why leave it up for a passerby to get a wrong impression of my life or personality?
I don't even know why I'm writing this! Who will read it!
But when I come back in a year this post will probably still reflect my views so I doubt it will be deleted.